Very high, like he weighs 140 pounds, very low, like he weighs 140 pounds. It was a bit like riding a roller coaster, only a lot less fun. Latha still bitterly recalls "We don't have anything that fits you here. Your sizes are somewhere else." It's been 20 years and those words, spoken loudly and rudely by a sales assistant at a high-end department store, were looking for something for a friend. He hadn't even asked for help; the clerk just saw her and commented as if she had no business shopping there. She wanted nothing more than to be somewhere, anywhere right now, to escape the shame and embarrassment while the other shoppers turned to look at the woman who was too big for that.