When I entered middle school, the conversation topics started to change, I started to feel different, and I started to look at women in a way that I had never cared about to watch when I thought he was just a child. These are the years referred to as puberty. During puberty I became more familiar with my body. I felt guilty because I felt more sexual due to the spike in hormones while I was growing up. I was masturbating and becoming more familiar with pornography and this was something that I thought made me strange and not normal. Now I can say, like anyone else, that these actions happen out of curiosity. It wasn't my fault and it was just mother nature taking its course. The inability to know something leads to wondering. And a feeling of pleasure leads every child to do the same. It is a fact that all people should be assured that it is natural and even healthy. I was growing hair where I never had before and I had to learn what pimples were the hard way. I also had episodes where I had wet dreams during the night without knowing exactly what had happened, making me realize that something was wrong