Have you ever felt like you didn't fit in with anyone. All people your age have similar things in common while you would prefer to do something completely different. At the beginning of my life I never met children. All my siblings and family members were older, which made me think of an older child. Additionally, I started school later than the average kid, which most of my teachers balked at. There was one event in particular that finally made me social as a child and not afraid to act like I was my age. The horror began when my grandparents decided to attend an adults-only burlesque show on the last night of our cruise. I cried and cried as they tried to explain that the whole journey revolved around me, which confused me the most when I was five. As we approached the gates of “Camp Blue” I kept thinking to myself what if he didn't like me. All I heard was screaming. I don't know what made it worse, the fact that it was so loud or the fact that it was so sharp. It was my first cruise with my grandparents and I spent my precious time at a children's camp or as I like to call it, t...