He has no moral conscience that can influence his choices in determining who to touch. I often wonder who I could have been, or would have been if I hadn't lost the one person I wasn't for because I never would have been. My life, until recently, was best summed up in the words of Eleanor Roosevelt who once eloquently stated, “It takes courage to love, but pain through love is the cleansing fire that those who love generously know. We all know people who are so afraid of pain that they close themselves like clams in a shell and, by not giving anything, they receive nothing and therefore they restrict themselves to the point of transforming life into simply living.